Love & Care?

I sit and tend to think…

do people actually care.

Even loved ones.

Do they?

I may never know.

Is this world just full of people who are selfish and care only about themselves.

Or love is still alive.

Care is still alive.

Or maybe love and care are just words.

How do you not check on your daughter every night to ask her where she is.

Or even let her stay out every SINGLE night.

If I had a daughter i’d make sure i gave her a kiss on her forehead and a hug goodnight.

But you.

You just call me and ask me what I’m doing.

I lie.

All the time.

Everyday.

I could be at a boys house.

Or even doing things even worse.

I could be doing drugs.

But I’m not like you mommy.

my word of mouth is “all you need to know”…

I’m not home everyday because what if it’s another night I walk into the bathroom with you passed out on the floor naked, curled up in a ball and the only thing that woke you up was me swinging the door open and it bumping your head.

Or another night you had too much coke and don’t even remember kicking my door down the night before…

But all I question from this is, is love & care a real life thing?